Struggling With Being

It’s difficult to fathom the changes that are undergoing in my life right now.

I’m struggling–with knowing, with feeling, with being. I’m lost.

My thoughts aren’t sequential and connected.

I wish I knew how to explain how I’m feeling. Because at one point, I feel extremely lucky to be alive and to be where I am right now. The next minute, I want to crawl into a ball and just be left alone. I want to disappear from this Earth and not leave a trace behind. I don’t know what to do or what to be. I don’t know what to think, what to feel, and what to do.

I think the most important thing right now is for me to be positive. I’m going to keep trying. One step at a time–I’ll move forward.

This entry was published on May 18, 2014 at 10:06 pm and is filed under Journal. Bookmark the permalink. Follow any comments here with the RSS feed for this post.

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